Oh my gosh, I need to send JAmes a huge, huge apology and an explanation. I totally screwed up, I was in the wrong here. I wanted to find a station that could just let me FTP my prerecorded show somewhere and let the automation take it over from there, since I can't be relied upon to be around all the time when my show airs. James was willing to do what he could, but I would still have to stream my prerecorded show, which meant I would have to be around to do it. I thought about it and decided I just couldn't, not because I didn't appreciate it but because I couldn't be depended on to be where I needed to be. I fully intended to tell James and to apologize, but I completely forgot amid the mess that has been my life of late, and I was entirely and utterly in the wrong.